Dr. Atomic

Saw Dr. Atomic screened in a movie theater in Woodland Hills this morning as the matinee was being performed live at the Met.  The ending, so softly humanizing.  Rather than startle you with the impact of the inevitable explosion this entire opera is leading up to, it brings you inside Oppenheimer’s intellectual and emotional dreamscapes.

atomic As the team at Los Alamos gets closer and closer to the actual test, the dreamscapes bleed together.  Something terrifying and inevitable is moving towards them which they have no more control over than they do the desert thunderstorm.

I’m going to try and assemble some of this, to try and give a sense. Of course, I didn’t get the full experience myself because I saw it in a movie theater and not at the Met. Hopefully, at some point, Dr. Atomic and I will find ourselves in the same city at the same time. In the meantime, I’ll post photos and text since I can’t say much beyond what the opera itself says.

Much of the text from the opera was adapted from declassified U.S. government documents and communications among the scientists, government officials, and military personnel who were involved in the project. Other borrowed texts include poetry by Baudelaire, John Donne, and Muriel Rukeyser, the Bhagavad Gita, and a traditional Tewa Indian song. Marvin Cohen, head of the American Physical Society, has criticized some parts of the libretto for not being strictly scientifically correct, in particular the opening lines (below). [1]

The opening chorus is an incomplete excerpt from the 1945 Smyth Report:

“Matter can be neither created nor destroyed but only altered in form.

Energy can be neither created nor destroyed but only altered in form.”

Act I concludes with an aria sung by Oppenheimer with text from Donne’s Holy Sonnet XIV:

Batter my heart, three person’d God; for, you
As yet but knocke, breathe, shine, and seeke to mend;
That I may rise, and stand, o’erthrow mee, and bend
Your force, to breake, blowe, burn and make me new.
I, like an usurpt towne, to’another due,
Labour to’admit you, but Oh, to no end,
Reason yhour viceroy in mee, mee should defend,
But is captiv’d, and proves weake or untrue.
Yet dearely’I love you, and would be loved faine,
But am betroth’d unto your enemie:
Divorce mee, untie, or breake that knot againe;
Take mee to you, imprison mee, for I
Except you’enthrall mee, never shall be free,
Nor ever chast, except you ravish mee.

Kitty Oppenheimer’s aria, “Easter Eve, 1945″, by Muriel Rukeyser is from her poem of the same name.
The Act II, scene iii chorus, borrowed from the Bhagavad Gita (translated into English by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood) reads:

At the sight of this, your Shape stupendous,
Full of mouths and eyes, feet, thighs and bellies,
Terrible with fangs, O master,
All the worlds are fear-struck, even just as I am.
When I see you, Vishnu, omnipresent,
Shouldering the sky, in hues of rainbow,
With your mouths agape and flame-eyes staring-
All my peace is gone; my heart is troubled.

Act II is peppered with a repeated refrain from Pasqualita, the Oppenheimer’s Tewa Indian housemaid. The text comes from a traditional Tewa song:

In the north the cloud-flower blossoms
And now the lightning flashes
And now the thunder clashes
And now the rain comes down! A-a-aha, a-a-aha, my little one.
In the west the cloud-flower blossoms
And now the lightning flashes
And now the thunder clashes
And now the rain comes down! A-a-aha, a-a-aha, my little one.

And now the rain comes down! A-a-aha, a-a-aha, my little one.

One of the only scenes of actual connection (though still full of loneliness and longing) is Baudelaire’s “A Hemisphere in Your Hair” is used verbatim in the scene w/ Kitty Oppenheimer:

A Hemisphere in Your Hair

Long, long let me breathe the fragrance of your hair. Let me plunge my face into it like a thirsty man into the water of a spring, and let me wave it like a scented handkerchief to stir memories in the air.

If only you knew all that I see! all that I feel! all that I hear in your hair! My soul voyages on its perfume as other men’s souls on music.

Your hair holds a whole dream of masts and sails; it holds seas whose monsoons waft me toward lovely climes where space is bluer and more profound, where fruits and leaves and human skin perfume the air.

In the ocean of your hair I see a harbor teeming with melancholic songs, with lusty men of every nation, and ships of every shape, whose elegant and intricate structures stand out against the enormous sky, home of eternal heat.

In the caresses of your hair I know again the languors of long hours lying on a couch in a fair ship’s cabin, cradles by the harbor’s imperceptible swell, between pots of flowers and cooling water jars.

On the burning hearth of your hair I breathe in the fragrance of tobacco tinged with opium and sugar; in the night of your hair I see the sheen of the tropic’s blue infinity’ on the shores of your hair I get drunk with the smell of musk and tar and the oil of coconuts.
Long, long, let me bite your black and heavy tresses. When I gnaw your elastic and rebellious hair I seem to be eating memories.

The best You Tube clip I could find was from the Amsterdam performance so the subtitles are in Dutch. The stage at the Met was more impressive (in my opinion) in the vertical dynamics. Is nevertheless worth checking out this clip, to get a sense..

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Not really sure how to organize this now but enough people have either:

(a.) continued to haiku
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I have therefore been persuaded to repost.  I watched the haiku collection flourish, nurtured and cultivated them because they inspired me.  Therefore, no arm twisting is required to persuade me to re-publish.

Unless inspired to begin a new haiku project, however, this will be the last political haiku post of the Election 2008 Haiku collection.  Please note that the final haiku of the series, written by Peter Orvetti, does not mean that the editor, in any way, shape, or form, condones a Palin/Palin ticket in 2112.  May it serve as a reminder of the transitory nature of victory as well as a reminder to stay alert and not to take victory for granted.

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Spinning Poi –aka– Firedancing

So you put twist tightly wrapped kevlar around a pair of chains, weave the band around your fingers and practice figure eights. A lot of them. Keep practicing. Practice till you’re bored. Post bored.  Totally sick of it.  Just keep practicing.  s000zPoi-1Muscle memory kicks in.  Just keep practicing.  Eventually, you are ready to light. And the sound, ah, the sound. Fire whizzing past your ear, the power of your own inertia.  The light, the light, the light!  The s000zpoi3glow inside lasts for days.  In fact, once you’ve done this, you’re never the same again.  My friend Charity taught me everything I know about Firedancing. She lives in Tuscon now but had a transfer in LA, we only had about an hour by the time we reached the Santa Monica Pier. s000zpoi2One moment we’re trying to figure out whether or not we had enough Fiji water in the bottle to wet the safety towel and the next moment, we’re collapsed on the sand laughing. OMG, the world’s largest water supply is right in front of us!! I run to into this receding tide. My legs keep running, running, running. The Pacific’s night tide’s edge is just so far back. My toes sinking into in the cold wet seaweed and sand. I drench the towel in salt water. Jumping up, utter delight, I run back. We’re dipping the kevlar into the lamp oil now. Circling, figure eights all around. And oh, the sound! As I spin poi, CharityCharity Poi stands by w/ wet towel, in case of mishap.  As she spins poi, I do the same.  Two guys in uniform approaching. Were we too close to the Santa Monica Pier’s Ferris Wheel?  How could we possible be a threat to anyone?  Here were are, dancing with fire in the middle of this ginormous kittly litter box!! “What’s going on?” We tell them the truth; that we didn’t know whether or not it was illegal to spin poi on the beach and that Charity actually has a liscence to do this (which she does, insurance as well!) The two uniformed guys are laughing. “We’re EMTs” they explain to us, pointing to their white rectangular ambulance parked way, way, back.”  We show them the wet towel to legitimate that we treat our craft with respect.  Standby, one another, ready, in a heartbeat, to smother flames, if necessary.  “No worries” they assure us.  “Just stopped by to watch the show.” Was just one of those nights where even the smallest minute detail just clicks into place.  The world around morphs into timelessness macro mode of it’s own accord and everything, everything, everything, just seems to make sense.Santa Monica Ferris WheelPoladroid of Charity

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A Thousand Splendid Suns

1000 Splendid SunsJust finished reading it. This book; it’s so unbelievably sad and beautiful and, whoa.  I mean, literally just finished with it.  Trying to drive West on Wilshire with my eyes watering, nose getting all sniffley.  In the midst of all this election, hype, who in the world is there to commiserate with over the tragic life of a fictional heroine who embodies the most extreme manifestations of loyalty and sacrifice.  I’ll say it before; am saying it again.  Khaled Hosseini is our Charles Dickens.  KHHe gives insights into parts of the world otherwise inaccessible through sophisticated mellowdramatic storylines, caricature.  Hope, grief, hardship and regret.  Still reeling from the experience of having just read this.  And in case you’re thinking this comparison between Dickens and Hosseini is a bit much, try this.  Compare the excecution scenes between A Thousand Splendid Suns and Tale of Two Cities.  How the protagonist comes to grips with their inevitable fate by elevating it.  Processing this in the middle of everything else; relating to many aspects of many of the characters and appreciating their inconsistencies and complexities reminds me that, despite the political zeitgeist, sucking me in like a tractor beam, my life isn’t really driven by blips and waves and bytes.  Fact of the matter is, I’m truly looking forward to the election being over so I can get back to myself again; losen the grip of this driving need to be so plugged in all the time.  Or at least, plug in a different way.  One that is more heightened and grounding, perhaps.  Still been enjoying the Palin haikus and all.  Though, now that I think about it, perhaps it’s just another way of dealing.  Okay, “dealing” is kinda strange verbiage.  I find myself engaging in what’s happening in politics on the intellectual and emotional intensity that I engage on, also can –if I’m not careful– get overwhelming and even exhausting.  Well crafted narrative fiction, by contrast, is back to the micro again.  It’s one connection going on —author to reader— no responsibility to fix or communicate or persuade or retract or supercsede anything on the outside.  Yet, the resonance of this author/reader intimacy is nevertheless, global in scope.  Perhaps fiction does not function on the multiplatform level that politicians must to target the widest demographic.  At the same time, it’s creating a corridor where there would otherwise be a wall.  In the case of A Thousand Splendid Suns, it provided me with a connection to the dreams, hopes, sorrows, losses and sacrifices of those lives beneath the burkas.

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Uncle Don

I’ve decided to dedicate an entire blog post to my prolific Palin haiku post contributor; my uncle, Donald Bassman.  My Grandma, Lillian Bassman Dank, a Lithuanian immigrant, embraced the English language subsequent to her arrival in the United States, through her love of poetry.  As my mom and Don were growing up, Bubby would recite her favorite verses from Longfellow, Poe, Dickenson and Frost.  Although Don hasn’t, to my knowledge, written poetry before these haikus, he moves through the world in a way I perceive to be gentle and poetic in and of itself.  His proclaimed goal: 1,000 haikus by the time of the election.  Whether or not the goal is achieved, I’m guessing there’s a good chance he’ll end up w/ more Palin haikus under his belt than any other individual writing on the topic.  His contributions have integrated so fluidly into his daily routine, he has actually expressed some concern as to what will happen subsequent to the Election.  Being confident in Obama anticipated victory,  I’ve already promised Don new topics.  In addition to writing haikus, my uncle is a landscaper, organic farmer, and history buff.  He lives on the outskirts of Seattle.

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Conglomerating all the Disparate Elements

other ceOkay, so here’s what’s been going on.  Haven’t been blogging much cause —yikes— this WordPress server is such a mess, I just lost everything I wrote in its entirety.  Plus, I’m not able to upload photos for some reason.  Okay, basic premise is that I don’t really have time to write a blog post now anyway cause I’m finishing a screenplay.  And then I go ahead and blog anyway.  I blog about the Coriolis effect and how understanding how it works differently in the Northern/Southern hemispheres of Earth is like watching a production of a Shakespeare play you’ve already seen before during a completely diff phase of your life than the phase you were in when you saw it the previous time.  And although I don’t go into detail on the Coriolis effect, I offer the opportunity to link to an explanation of by clicking on the swirlie spinning earth at the bottom of this post.  I am actually finally managing to figure out HTML! Okay, well, actually it’s not really swirlie or spinning, since I haven’t figured out flash yet.  Amazing what a looped arrow can do for innuendo, tho.  Please forgive the wikipedia link, since they’re not exactly the most reliable entity.  On the other hand, it was the most comprehensive explanation I found and contains plethoras of links to other sites on the topic.  So I figure this way you can choose the links that best suits you, your learning style and attention span. Oh, and I’m not ready to post an explaination of the screenplay, yet.  I can, however, assure you it has nothing to do with the Coriolis effect!c effect

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How, Given the Opportunity, I Would Choose to Spend My Afternoon With Sarah Palin

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She says Dino’s and humans existed together, that intelligent design could be taught as an alternative to the Theory of Evolution, her father was a public school science teacher and no journalists are confronting her about it, straight on?  That’s, it!  I’m doing my own interview on the topic!  Only, in my interview, she’s not gonna have the chance to exonerate herself with slick and savvy sound bytes.  I’m taking Sarah straight to the evidence room!  Here’s goes:

Sarah Palin and I enter the American Museum of Natural History through the revolving doors on Central Park West and go to the dinosaur section.  I call her attention to the Late Jurassic Theopod fossil that existed 130 million years ago.  We then go to the hominid section so I can show her fossils proving that early hominids that existed 3.6 million years ago.  She tightens her lips.  “Haven’t you ever discussed this with your dad?” I ask her.  She takes offense, understandably.  Okay, well, she is the Republican Vice Presidential candidate and I wasn’t approaching her with the professionalism she deserves.  I remind myself that it is in my best interest to listen to what she has to say with curiosity and humility.  In fact, I’ll begin by asking if she’s willing to continue the interview.  “Are you willing to continue?”  She resumes by insisting that this is a lower 48 museum conspiracy—an effort to delude and subsequently demonize the common folk.  I ask her if she’d like to discuss said conspiracy with a couple of the resident scientists in the Division of Paleontology. “There’s an exhibit on me?” she beams!

“Well, not exactly,” I start to try and explain but she turning away, winking at a security guard and waving to an elementary school field trip.  What’s going on?  It’s like, she’s suddenly just outright ignoring me in the middle of our interview.  My focus shifts to the Governor’s body language.  Her feet and shoulders are no longer turned towards me but diagonally across the room.  The message she is communicating is that I will get no cooperation from her if I continue this trajectory.  Okay, now, for the default plan.  Drop the issue entirely. Shift topic.  Shift location.  We exit through the revolving doors onto Central Park West.

Palin and I board the downtown bound B train and head over to the New York Public Library.  Third floor to the Astor Reading room.  I pull out the “T” volume of the Oxford English Dictionary.  The Governor selects a long wooden table with two available seats.  I place the volume down on the table and pull the chain on the brass lamp.  I flip through page after page.  Passing, theologian, theology…ah, here it is, theory with a lower case “t.”  What else, ah another word with an entirely autonomous definition is Theory with a capital T.  “Shall I continue?”  SP is studying the gilded edges of the Rococo cumulus cloud ceiling.  Okay, it’s another body language queue telling me its time to let it go.  But then, I’m not ready to let it go.  Not yet, anyway. “Sarah,” I say, “There’s something I need you to look at and you don’t even have to say anything about it, okay?”  Her response: a poker face.  I place my index finger on the colloquial definition of theory in the OED and then explain this is an entirely different word than Theory, as defined scientifically.

“Of course, the two words frequently, and understandably, get confused, for obvious reasons.  The scientific Theory of Evolution is supported with data.  This is why, in this particular context, there are no alternative Theories.  Allowing Intelligent Design into the public school curriculum as an alternative theory when there is no scientific data to support it would be the equivalent of allowing an alternative to the Theory of Gravity to be taught without sufficient data,” I explain.

Palin pauses. Palin ponders. Palin purses her lips.  Something is happening.  What’s going in? Ohmygod, she’s sobbing cats and dogs now all over the OED.  A security guard comes to the rescue by removing the tear stained volume.  She’s crying harder now.  Right here, right in front of me, right in front of everyone else in the New York Public Library Astor Reading Room this afternoon.  And, ohmygod, the acoustics in this room are so unbelievably lousy, her wails and gasps for air between sobs just echo and echo and echo all over the place.  Even the pneumonic tubes transporting the reference requests are rattled from the resonance.  After the several dozen simultaneous shushes by the surrounding tables, I gently place my hand on Sarah’s elbow and suggest we go outside, get some air, freshen up or something.

On the marble steps between Patience and Fortitude, I am handing the governor a mirror so she can see for herself.  It’s not that bad, really.  In fact, her make-up really held up.  Just out of curiosity, is that a waterproof mascara you’re using?” Soon as the words are out of my mouth I catch myself and realize it’s time to tune into body language again.  Once again, I realize that Sarah Palin is utterly oblivious to everything going on with the exception of the cataclysmic tear gush she is now having to contend to.”  I want to be more helpful but I don’t have any Kleenex on me.  I offer Sarah her some Purell instead.  Perhaps it would maybe help to….well, maybe not.  Okay, she’s still crying.  Crap.  This is beyond attentiveness or inattentiveness to subtle communication dynamic and body language.  This is weird.  Not to mention, a situation that is completely out of my league.  I am standing between Patience and Fortitude on the marble steps of the New York Public Library with a Republican Vice Presidential candidate who wont stop crying.  Her face is wet, her clothes are wet, her fine leather go-go boots are so drenched they’re making squishie noises with every single step.  It’s a veritable flood of humility and her eyes just continue to gush!

I take her by the hand now, towards our unanticipated, yet necessary, final destination.  Downtown subway to the Eye and Ear Infirmary Emergency Room where she is whisked through triage, examined by an eye doctor who dilates her pupils with sting-ie yellow drops, pulls a Bobba Fet visor over his face, shines a light into the back of her soul and concludes a bacterial infection.  She is given a prescription for antibiotic eye drops, instructed to take them twice a day for a week and then return for a follow-up.  Within 24 hours she can expect to be feeling fine but it’s important that she not stop taking them just because the symptoms are gone away.  This is because they are antibiotics.  You can’t just quit them cold turkey.  These things have to be gradually phased out.  She assures the doc that she’ll take care to follow his instructions.  In fact, she’s went on antibiotics once for an infection caused by an ingrown toenail once.  They were tremendously beneficial.  “Okay,” I decide.  “Here’s my chance.”  My heart is racing for fast I feel it pulsing in my head.  “Are antibiotics are based on speculation, Doc?” I ask.  “Course not” he responds.  I am attempting to decipher the Governor’s undecipherable body language out of the corner of my eye. “Are the Antibiotics based on the Theory of Evolution, or on the ‘theory’ of Intelligent Design?” I ask the doc.  He is laughing; I am laughing and SP is gone.

I’m running down the stairs and past the security guard and out onto 14th street.  She is a block north of me, hailing an east bound cab.  By the time I reach the cab, she is already gone.  My one opportunity and I blew it!

Had I been more attentive to the subtextual messages conveyed through body language then perhaps I wouldn’t have alienated her to the degree that I did. Had I been able to continue to interview then perhaps she’s have grown to like me or at least trust me enough to open up about the fact that her science teacher dad never gently pulled her aside to explain that dinosaurs preceded hominids on the timeline and elucidated the difference btween theory and Theory so that she knew not to use this colloqual word in a scientific context.  Was some dysfunctional dynamic at work or just plain negligence on her dad’s end?  Does anyone, Republican or Democrat, have a theory on why the scientific context of the word “theory” gets repeatedly misappropriated?  And while we’re at it, doesn’t anyone have some Kleenex?


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As the Sarah Palin Haiku Collection continues to proliferate, I’ve noticed a serendipitous chronology forming.  The shock stage: exploitive sound-bytish slams of WTF.  Then action –my friend Sarah Sims calling for donations to Planned Parenthood in Palin’s name and now, finally, the more reflexive, meta-historical phase, ushered in my Uncle Don, the autodidactic history buff.

Uncle Don’s recent contribution was so outta my league that I had to request contextual clarification.  I am consequently providing the commentary as an autonomous blog post.  If my Wordpress skills prove technically ept enough, I might even fig out a way to link this to that.  In the case that the in wins over the ept—here’s the haiku again:

tipped canoe got tiled
old Zachary was filled more
and what about abe?

Okay.  So, this is the explanation I asked Don to send:

Dear Susanna,

The first 3 presidents to die in office were William Henry Harrison (”Tippecanoe”), Zachary Taylor, and Abraham Lincoln.

“Tippecanoe” gained his sobriquet fighting the great Indian Chief Tecumseh, and the generals famous campaign slogan was “Tippecanoe and Tyler too” -
Tyler being his VP candidate, and apparently one of our worst subsequent Presidents.

Harrison caught cold at his inauguration, refusing to wear a
coat in a cold rain, and died a month later.

Zachary Tyler, whom I admire, was I think a model for U. S. Grant, who
served under him in the Mexican War. He died after about 16 months in
office, purportedly after eating a bowl of cherries with milk. There
is unconfirmed speculation that he was poisoned. His VP, Fillmore, was
again a president of very low caliber.

Abe (Lincoln) is the great, enigmatic icon of American ideals. His VP,
Andrew Johnson, is difficult to assess due to the turbulence of the times.
He was nearly impeached and kept his office by only a margin of 1 vote.

Regards, your uncle Don

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“I have no idea what I am doing. But incompetence has never prevented me from plunging in with enthusiasm.”

That is what Woody Allen said about directing his first opera, Gianni Schicchi.  The third of Puccini’s Il Trittico trilogy produced by LA Opera Just came back from seeing it and it was HILARIOUS!!!   My cousin, Jennifer –who came to see it with me– is not a huge opera fan but she was just totally loving it to pieces.  Imagine this— The Sopranos, Edward Gorey and all of Mulberry Street tossing the dead uncle’s corpse out on the fire escape while pilfering his furniture.  Oh, and the dead uncle impersonator (who actually has to become a –dying uncle impersonator– ends up rearranging all the financial designations–slanting in favor of himself, daughter and future son-in-law (in desperate need of duckets to secure their marriage vows) before giving the finger to the blind notary and getting stabbed to death by the pilfering matriarch.  And, yes, its easier to follow than I’m making it sound.  In fact, there’s actually a simplicity to it.  Even the opening credits –white words on black screen with soundtrack– were just so rickety retro and then add Santo Loquasto’s black and white photo family album come to life thing. There’s gotta be more of this.  I mean, having really iconic film directors come in to do this kind of this—-why isn’t it happening all the time???  Granted, not every director would want take on Dante’s Canto XIII (where this trickster character originates) but not every director out there is being offered the opportunity to push the outside edge of the envelope in this matter.  Which of course, also means kudos to Placido Domingo for having the balls to initiate this sorta interface. I’d like to see Spike Jonze do an opera or James Cameron or Spielberg or Jason Reitman, even.  Not all of them are even top of their form, yet.  They would, however, have a signature style to bring to the table.  for this sorta thing.  Because what made the experience so utterly splendid for me, was that it was an interpolation drenched in clarity.  Photos courtesy of LA Opera.

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